He feels lost, as if he's floating in a void, unable to find a place where he belongs. Loneliness is a constant presence, always by his side, even when surrounded by others. He feels as if he's never truly seen or understood, invisible to those around him. There’s no sense of belonging or being cared for. With every attempt to connect, it feels like something breaks, pushing him further away, more isolated. He lives with the feeling that no matter what he does, he will never be part of something, always on the outside, searching for a place where he can finally feel at home.